What a smile.

even tho i think it's gas. haha. still cute!

this little boy now weighs 8lbs 7.4oz! he has packed on the pounds.. he has chubby little arms now, and little baby boobs. hes soooo cute.

i'm exhausted, and emotional, breastfeeding is very draining, it takes so long to feed him. by the time i get set up & burp and change him, re-feed him, and then coax him to sleep. its been an hour. so he goes back to sleep for an hour and a half, wakes up, starts crying (cause hes a little piggy) and so i try to hold him off for another hour at least (my nipples are so sore!) because he cant eat every hour and a half thats insane. so he just cries instead. i've just now fed him & got him on his belly on a pillow so he would sleep, and i thought "i should use this time to blip' because its hard to blip with one hand, and since Dan is working tonight, i dont have anyone else to help me. i didn't realize he was working tonight, kinda bummed me out, but i'm sure it bummed him out too.

i'm sick of these stitches.. seriously. they're itchy (at best) & theres so many. ugh. TMI i know. but you're reading my page. so its your fault really :P

sigh. i'm tired. and emotional. i wouldnt change a thing <3