Happy birthday Jen

Jen would have been 32 today and am sure a very lovely woman had she lived. I'm always sad she isn't here on this earth still but did try today to think of her life in a positive way and celebrate her birth rather than just mourn her passing.

I think I managed, just.

I post this not for any comment or sympathy but because I want to mark her day, add her here when she can't add herself. Keep her alive the only way I can in memory, my own, which she will always be God willing and others that knew and knew of her. Difficult to put into words. After all these years it's still hard to come to terms with and live with. A day at a time that's all I can do.

Happy birthday Jen.