Just like Daddy

So I figured...with everything that's going on, that little R is our last, well only and last. I don't see how we can have any more when I'm not sure we would have had one were I not promised something that was then taken back. But, I have my little man and he is worth the pain of a broken promise. Things are normal for now. There is a lot of pretending...but we're not lying to either any more so that's nice. I bought makeup...I guess I'm enabling or...just really supportive. If I ignore it and just let it fester he'll do it anyway and then have to hide it and lie about it...that's not okay for his soul. I hope love is enough to see us through. God won't give me anything I can't handle...