Thursday next week is Joey's operation, trying not to be anxious but it creeps in when I think about handing him over into someone else's hands again. I have no doubt they are the best hands but not my hands nonetheless. I think its worst this time despite the fact that its a small routine, procedure because I have been with him 24/7 for the last 3 mths. When he was born he wasn't in my hands from the very beginning so you (kind of) get used to the fact that someone else has to take care him. Guess it will be over soon, but I have enough hormones still floating around from the pregnancy/birth to be slightly over-emotional. :o) Will report back the friday after hopefully.