Catching up

struggled today to use my camera
pulled in lots of directions
ended up in a quiet place with my laptop
i didnt have to ask for permission to photograph
I didnt have to explain why I wanted the photograph
I just did it

all the must do's from yesterday and the day before are still on my list
tomorrows to do's are getting repetitive
must do ... lock myself in a cupboard and catch up with my laptop
before anyone else asks me to do anything else