Very thoughtful

I had a very big surprise arrive in the post today...something I hadn't expected & had already planned in my head when to post a gift in order than it would arrive in good time for the event.
It was an invitation for Milo's christening/birthday. Zoe has been very gracious asking Ferguson & I and I was delighted to accept.
Ferguson is beyond excited & is already on countdown. I'm looking forward to it too as I care a great deal for Alex's family & still feel humbled at how kind they have been to me & my son these past years.

Despite this, I did have a mini meltdown aswell today. I know it's completely nothing malicious but Ferguson has been spending an inordinate amount of time at Daniels & I'm rattling around this big house all by myself. The loneliness & solitude got to me a bit & I had a little inconsolable moment - not just for Ferguson's absence but Alex's too.
He's someone whom I've thought about a great deal today. Particularly with the arrival of this card & his inability to attend- there's disappointment from all angles regarding that.