Broken Shell

I'm not myself right now. I don't know how to describe the feeling, or lack of feeling. I'm a bit numb. I have no idea why. Nothing has happened, nothing has changed, except that I feel like I'm just here...and...not quite right. This constant feeling that I'm about to cry, makes me want to cry. My mind is not filled with over-thinking, it is mostly blank.

This started yesterday. My husband is being pretty great, but I wish I knew how to answer his question: what's wrong? I really just don't know.

When I was making egg salad yesterday and noticed the egg shells as I was pealing them off, I couldn't help but realize what a great metaphor they are for my current state.

I hope this passes soon.