sadness overwhelms me again

By: Kelli fraser
The over whelming pain is taking over
Collapsing the already concaving walls of hope.
Leaving me lost drowning in the middle of it all
Not knowing what to do about it anymore
Getting sucked down into the crashing wave of guilt
Hopeless, helpless, unloved
The only feelings that come to me
Dreading the next awaiting, hidden move
Wanting just to leave
But not being able to move, to live
The waters are all I see
All I feel
Leaving me lost and longing for eternity
Not knowing if I can go on...