A beautiful day,but even the sun on my face could not relieve the sadness inside. Some days it just really hurts. She says Im looking too much into things when I say this but my instincts tell me otherwise. Theres a reason why she wishes to have no contact and I guess maybe I just have to accept that now. But it's hard. All the worrying and thinking over things really doesn't help. I used to really look up to her, her life has moved on.
It's just me that remains rooted in the same spot.