you are my sweetest downfall

this is on a lampost near my church and it pretty much summed up todays thoughts. today was an interesting day, there were certainly some things i needed to hear. most of all, today was a day where i really thought about all of this. and it made me realise that nothing is ever going to happen. all of this wishing and praying is silly because it won't change the facts. i mean, as if you'd even look twice at me! i really should be over this because it won't happen.