Normal day. Went out to see birds. Saw friends. Ate sushi. Felt normal. Almost forgot that i have a lot to do. Fell back into old patterns some of which I want to change.
Weird. I don't want what I wanted before. I want to be more organized. I don't want to eat sugar anymore. I want to be more focussed. I want to want.
Might be trying to have control when the world feels out of control.
Possible.