I was a mess today. I was so focussed the day before. I finished my list, I called a whole bunch of people but today I felt stagnated by everything. It was a day where a small breeze took me off course. I was so demoralized and unfocused. If it could go wrong ... it kinda did. But I breathed. I said some great mantras... It's ok. I'm fine and I'm allowed to be disorganized and upset. That helps. I am trying to be true to myself. It's a tough road. I am not sure I have even got to the beginning of the road yet. It's so overwhelming.
Gah.