In the heat of the day

Today has been vile.

I have felt like Im sinking under a huge pile of crap, non of which is my doing.

Several times Ive nearly cried. But I didn't, I wouldn't let myself.
Ive been through worse than this. I can get through worse than this.

But I'm tired, exhausted, drained, emotional. And all of that is made worse by the heat.
Don't get me wrong, I love the heat. But not on days like this when I feel like this.

Today I hadn't the energy to blip. I got home late and all I wanted to do was sit and wallow. But I went in the garden and took some pics.

I'm really interested by the way the sunlight reacts and can change a photo, the way it shines through and the effects that it gives. Many of the photos I took tonight had the sun shining through. But this one when I played with it seemed right for today.

It seems to me to show the heat, the humidity, and the sultriness of today. And somehow the emotion.