I had a nice afternoon shopping with my mother, but now I just feel shitty. Can't seem to find the right music for this feeling.

Maybe I should just go with Tehosekoitin's Mä haluun rauhoittua.

"--
Niin paljon mutkia
joista huomaa et on kakara
ei haluu muuta kuin
haluu muuta kuin kutistua

Anna mun ees hetken aikaa olla sun
anna rauhoittuu sun luona tai mä luhistun
--"

Loosely translated:

"--
So many twists
that make you see that you're a brat
you don't want anything
don't wan't anything except to shrink

Let me be yours just for a moment
let me calm down near you or I will collapse
--"

I'll probably be my happy self again tomorrow.
And backblips from last weekend are coming. We were at our summer cottage celebrating Juhannus (Midsummer) and my photos are on my sister's computer...