one month

i made him dinner. i get nervous sometimes when i make dinner for someone i like. i tend to overcook everything in my anticipation.

i have trouble slowing down...i'm working on that.

he makes me feel calm and safe and alive. with him i am more myself than i have ever been.

he told me he is falling for me. i might be too yet i feel hesitant. for the first time in forever, i don't feel hurried.

i try to not think too far ahead and talk myself out of falling.

instead, i take each day and revel in it.

baby steps...