Do you ever have the feeling that everything is great but at the same time you know that everything is falling apart?
I've been feeling like that. Work has been good. I feel like I can express myself. I am pretty confident.
But lately I am so tired. I have been feeling as though maybe I am not ok. I think that I need to go more often to the gym. I need more consistency... but I am so tired all I do is nap and sleep.
I dreamt about my Mom last night. She was wearing one of her silly striped sundresses from the late 80's that she made herself. She still had that short perm all Mom's had in small towns in Canada. I woke up thinking... Oh this is my chance to talk to her. But then it was gone.
Sigh.