Lots of time to ponder at the moment. Maybe a bit too much time. If I'd have known I was pregnant before I handed my notice in, I would have stuck things out. But here I am,this is the situation I'm in and hopefully everything will be ok. I've never had such sickness as I'm having now. Morning till evening I feel so awful. But I hear this is a good sign and at least all the time I'm feeling sick I know the baby is alive.