I'm in such a weird mood. Happy and Sad. I bet there's a french term for that like une jolie laide.
I realized today that although B is always in my corner... there's no close family in my corner now that I can turn to when I am sad or when I am happy. It made me cry today. I was so overwhelmed by that feeling of being alone although never totally alone just without my Mom. I continue to be mystified that she could possibly leave me. I thought she would live forever. I thought she would outlive my dad and I would have to take care of her when my dad passed away. I don't know how I missed the signs that she was ill.
Anyways... that's my sadness talking.
The happy part made these silly pictures. I was trying to make one of the clone dogs sneak into the photos. I thought yesterday's were way to boring... so I wanted to do what I do in pictures. Sneak up and put my eye into it. So here's a dog eyed perspective for you!