Colores.

I was in my car, just watching the trees and how the air was moving the branches. I decided to take a picture, and in fact I did it. But this is not a regular shot, I tried to invert the colours and I made it. I realized it looks nice, but I still prefer the green trees =)

Today I was remembering one person, this person is someone I love, from some years ago, I remember we used to sit together always, talk in classes =) share stuff, messaging even if we were next to each other with nice phrases. We never date, but people aroud said we looked like a couple in a relationship. I had to leave my country for a year, but I still felt something for this person, there were 6 months already and I still had feelings, but this person said me I had to enjoy my stay there, I wrote emails, sent postcards, but I never got a letter or something back, the emails were to short, and there were not calls.

i decided to look forward, i had a relationship in the other country, but it was not the same, my heart had still feelings for this other person.

I went back and oooh yeah, nothing happened =( we talk barely and no more contact.

The last few weeks have been bad, I had troubles with the car and with my health, once I had a very bad nicht and I decided to write an email to this person, the answer next day was: Oh, what a shame.
What a shame!!!! It's all that? I wrote more that 150 lines and I got a -what a shame- answer? WTF!!!!
anyway, i wrote back saying an explaining some stuff and that was like two weeks ago, till now I have no answer.
That makes me sad, sometimes I have bad days, and I just want to talk to someone, my closest friends are not availables and I think in this person, but no one is there.

=(