Knight of love.

Thank you ALL, each and everyone, for your nice comments yesterday. The feeling is fantastic and I guess my healing will go faster thinking of all the lovely words.

It is not easy for Maximilian. His mother is very different from what she use to be. Always in a run, fixing things, talking, moving. Now i am laying down in my sofa, walking like an old lady and are quiet and not so nice to be around.

He shows me so much love that my heart is aching. My little knight of love. This morning he came up looking for clothes and he found his Knight top. Took it on and i was thinking that he truly IS my very own knight..

I walked outside and he followed, one step behind me and we took this shot. He was very serous and did our "sign", the heart with his little hands. Sometimes at work we do this sign. His school is on the other side of the road and sometimes we see each other. Then, in silence and in hide, we do the heart sign.

The pain is not so intense as yesterday, fever under control but I am exhausted.