AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I often have times when i struggle to cope with the thoughts in my head. I tend to become dark and moody during these times (i know i do it - thankfully that helps me survive them). The people i work with call them my Beachy Head days as i can come across almost suicidal. Its me vs the world Today has been particularly hard and i have wanted to scream all day - to hit out at the world!! Thank god for blip and the abilty to have an outlet.

Today i have been particularly troubled by:

Fear of the future of my job
Lonliness
Sadness
Frustrated by people
Tiredness
The calling of Beachy Head

Hopefully this 'episode' won't last for too long!