The grass IS greener on the other side

Had a very mixed day today. For the most part it was quite positive, however towards the latter end of the day it's just... bleugh!

Todays blip really didn't turn out how i had planned, and instead i've mega cropped one of the photos to give you...well, a photograph of grass. Woopty doo i hear you say.

I made a decision a few months ago that i am now regretting so much on a daily basis, and it's not going to change in the very immediate future like i would hope. I'm daily becoming quite open about things, yet find i don't actually have anyone to talk to about it...so...

On a positive note, i have started to self teach myself Swedish, a language that i actually really want to learn...which i suppose helps.