what do you do with good-bye?

it was time.

i said the words.

"i am letting go."

he knew i meant it. i hope he knew i meant it. i hope he knew how hard it was for me to come to this place. i'm just so broken by what happened between us. i can't repair it with him hovering around. there is the possibility of new love here.

i wave good-bye so i can wave hello.

the good girl in me feels so responsible for him, for his pain even though my logical mind knows that it was all his own creation, even the hurt i've been wallowing in, that was his devising too. and he can't fix what happened. he can't build back the love that once was.

some things you just can't get over...