I thought my days of being sick were behind me but today it reared it's ugly head again... Although I can drink again! The first 3 months I was so thirsty but trying to drink was impossible. Drinking made me feel sick,and it never quite had the right taste to what I was yearning. But since about 3 days ago I'm no longer limited to water,I can have cordials,yay. No juice though. Juice still makes me feel sick. Drink is a most welcome thing.
On the other hand family playing on my mind. My mums been pretty supportive over the pregnancy. It's been nice to feel that I've been able to talk to her honestly. She was one of the first I told and that just shows how far our relationship has come. My sisters though have been slightly strange. One lives in the same town,the other further away. It's hard not to feel let down by their lack of communication. I had hoped this would be a time when we could renew our relationships and I could turn to them for advice. But things haven't changed. The sister who lives in the same town as me never asks about the pregnancy. When I told her she just said"What are you going to do?" there was no kiss or a congratulations. The other day I saw her for the first time in 2 weeks,she never asked after the scan or made any reference to the baby. It did hurt my feelings. After 2 miscarriages I thought they would have cared a little more. I know I have to get on with things and not dwell but I had hoped for more. I feel very much the odd one amongst my family,and I suppose I felt in my own way that now I was due to have my own family they may have accepted me a little more.
I've babbled,I think I must have needed to gat that off my chest. I must just accept and not let it get me down. Hopefully advice and kindness will come from another source.x