Starting Over with a SunSet ~

Last day here. My fingers n keyboard are craving words. I am craving warmth ... after heavy rain n ofcourse m craving ... Kolkata ... city of my Joy.. city of my sentiments ....


My hotel is in the ouskirts of Bangalore.Hebbagodi. Cant say that I really approciate the culture here, but these four days had enough goodness to keep them alive in memories. If I see though my colleague's eyes... I spent some boring 4 days ... did nothing in terms of having fun or fraking out. I didnt meet th old friends .. though many of my gang is setteled over here. Franckly speaking ... I have lost faith in relations.. I have lost the spontaneous enthusiasm in me. I have changed.... a lot. I am New. First day I took up a local bus for office. I was bit sceptical about the crowd. What I liked is ... the color n smell of the culture here. (No ... not the taste ... I hate South Indian food). Each n every married woman have a combo of white n orrange flowers pinned with their hair.. a typical imperefect red bindi ... a cognisant smile which is complete stranger to rudeness n arrogance..! Thats welcoming .. n warm. Last evening I went to local flower market to get myself a pair of those white n orrange garlands. They are b-e-a-u-tiful.The market is a living rangoli.The blushes of sunset ... simplicity of local dialect (Complete greek to me .. but sounded pure in a special way) nd the offering of solitude filled my days with goodness. I actually feel happy n content being alone.. walking alone .. singing n reciting alone. May be somepart of me has always craved for solitude. Just like some part of me has always craved for Love n togetherness. I have tasted the smell of bonding .. Now its turn for melancholia to ship though the waves .. n the storms as well..~!


Its not easy to convey that I am happy being "Boring" and "Alone" these days. Lets see whats more to feel in September ... How to be more n more Me~! :)

Ending up with a shout of Joy .... Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. M coming... m coming home tomorrow ... :)




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