'letter of regret'

amber pacific






the place that makes me happiest makes me incredibly sad at the same time.

[you broke the [b]one[/b] promise you made me.]

the place that makes me feel safest is where I've had my trust shaken more than once.

[it's not even that big of a deal, except I told you, I TOLD you everything.]

the place that makes me laugh until tears come makes a part of me hurt like you wouldn't believe.



all to the point where I keep returning.
all to the point where at times I will avoid reminders of it, be those conversations, people, pictures, songs.

[...but know that you set me back and that you get to deal with that.]

....is that weird?


[enjoy yourself.]