Downtown

So I promised a friend that I would go out late one night and do a night shot for them so because they are the only photos I took today you get to see them. It is a beautiful night, a beautiful night.

Class was good tonight. There is a peace in me. One I wasn't expecting to experiance. The walls of my heart are at rest tonight, and if you were to enter into them you would find that they are at rest. Sleep needs to come soon as my eyes are getting droopy and my body relaxing from the beer I am drinking, wanting to relax.

You know when He touches the parts of our lives that are the 'don't touch me areas' we find that we are a changed people. We have been reading aobut God's glory this week and I find that I cannot get enough. Sitting in class tonight everything within me broke as I sat at rest and prayed. I promised him everything. Wherever you want me to go God, I will go, whatever you want me to do I will do. It's all about Him, I think I've spent the majority of my christian life fighting that fact. Fighting the fact that its Him and Him alone. I always thought God seeking his own glory was selfish, but slowly little by little the spirit revealed the reality of the Kingdom of heaven and I found my heart was staggered. It still is. Oh Jesus to go and give my life away for you. To love others as you walked. To be like you to the nations is the cry of my heart. The depths of my soul, who I was created to be. To exhaust myself in life and to die well.