I am going to the doctor tomorrow. I am so excited. I want him to cure me. I think this comes from my Mom. My mom believed that doctor's could fix all that was wrong with her. Even as a child I remember going to the doctor all the time with her. I know she was a bit of a hypocontriac. This belief has been with me and although I realize where it comes from it is really hard to shake.
I am hoping for an easy answer. The world does not have easy solutions. It takes time and effort. But secretly I want there to be an easy solution... is that wrong?

(Yes.)
(no...)
(sigh)