Masks suck

Masks suck, really they do. I have been wearing one for the last 3 days and I have come to that conclusion. I mean, they aren't to bad when you are awake and everything, but goodness, when you try to sleep that is a whole different story. Nevertheless, I am getting used to wearing one, which is just kind of sad in itself.

You know, hospitals, just aren't that much fun. I still believe I want to go into the medical field,even though I have not enjoyed this experience. I would still want to do it as long as my mom was never my patient. It's hard for me to be in the same room with her like this. But I deal, because I know she would do it for me any day. It is just hard seeing the person you depend on, having to now depend on you. It's like the citzen helping the superhero. It's just not right. It shouldn't be like this.

I know a lot of you have been wondering what is going on, so I will make it clear as possible in this entry. We really don't know. They know she has pneumonia, but there is also more going on and they aren't sure. They thought it was viral, instead of bacterial but now they don't know. They thought it was brought on by influenza a or b or h1n1, but now they don't know. They are still doing more tests, today they are doing a test to see if she has an infection in her spine. It is all so crazy, and i'm getting frusturated. I just want her to get better, and I want someone to figure out what the hell is going on.

At least I have had lots of time to do homework, read random funny blogs I have enjoyed Big Fat Deal (as well as the video, Count sensored, (thank you). In my free time, I have even been walking around, and I must say some of the medical students are hot. So hot.
I think I have been here to long...

One other thing, thank you everyone who has been sending my mom ballons, flowers, and stuffed animals. She loves it :)

Thanks Kim for getting me candy, and Cosmo :)
And to anyone who has talked to me over the last few days, just to get my mind of of things, it has been very much so appreciated.
Thank you.