Christian and Alexandra

Tomorrow is the last time I will see Christian, as we are going to go and say good-bye to him at the Chapel of Rest.

I have just finished writing my final letter to him.

Alexandra has some little things she wants to put in with him, but I can't seem to think what to give him.

My husband and I have both written something for the funeral day, but we are going to get the vicar to read them.

Alexandra, brave girl, wants to read her own. I was in tears just reading through what she had written, I don't think she will get through it without breaking down.

The next two days are going to be so hard.

I chose this picture today, because if you look in the photo, you can see Alexandra reflected behind Christian's head. My two children together for one last time.