Sushi

This is Sushi, Noodle's sister having a wash. Thought she deserved a mention too, and I'm too tired to go outside looking for blips today. My head still hurts after I bashed it on monday so I'm chilling out a bit until the cloudiness goes away!

I rang the council yesterday, everything got sorted! yay! They cancelled the court summons and set me up with a payment plan thing, so feel much happier now about that. After my dad rang me all worried I rang them straight away, and expecting them to be really awkward, they were totally the opposite, so I'm a lot happier today. One down another three to go!

Not really happy with the quality of my photo today though. But just to add, all my work is taken with a compact, so it's got it's limits I think. Sushi is actually moving in this photo too, and I've taken it in the conservatory...don't look at the state of the windows...with the light from behind her, it was a bit too bright and over exposed.....bit rubbish, but you can see kitten number 2 now :).

I saw a course I would love to get onto the other day (I really need a better camera, or to get mine fixed a bit and a lot more practice!!) but it's in Falmouth university, it's Marine and natural history photography!!! Would be amazing! I need something to focus on to get me out of this depression, so I'm going to try and focus on getting a bit of a portfolio of wildlife photography together over the next two years so that I can apply for that. I know I only have a compact camera, but surely if I can show that I can take good photo's with that they'll see I might have some potential?

I would like to get out of the rut that I'm in, but having three horses and now two cats has tied me a little, I can't just simply drop everything and move somewhere new...that and the fact that I live somewhere I could never afford to live again if I moved away....those views are stunning and leaving them is going to be very difficult, but I have to get out of this house and it's damp and cold, and find something a bit more exciting to do with my life. I think suffering with depression in a setting like this has made it a little easier if that word can be used though. It's quite humbling and calming to look out on all those mountains, so I'm glad to be here even if I am stressed and a bit out of it most of the time....

So bit more positive today, despite still being freezing and having no fire wood! It WILL get better!