Spending the night solo

When you share a life and love and bed with a special someone, it is a step passed impossible to not choose a side of the bed.

Tonight, it happens to be an evening like most but lacking a certain presence. It is difficult to share a certain time of your day with someone and then... Not. It's crazy how spoiled I have become by soaking up all of the precious hours with this man, but I've just waited so long, I'd be unappreciative if I didn't! I feel like a loser by missing him so much but I just wish I could have those big hardworking hands grasped around me for when it is time for shut-eye! But a funny movie and some yummy food and happy thoughts should be great company for my night!

I see my best friend in the whole world tomorrow! My heart is beyond ecstatic and my mind is traveling in circles at a speed that can't be told! Im beyond prepared for our constant giggles, our repeated-way-too-many-times inside jokes, our ridiculous trips that every other human being would object to, and the list goes on! I love you VictoriaAnnWade! Congratulations on the 51 blips! What a lucky number that is! I am dying for my best friend hug!