Left a Gift before I leave....

....... Gateshead to return home ...left it for my daughter. We had an absolutely wonderful time ......
I got quite introspective whilst I have been away from Liverpool.. Thinking about where I am, what the future has in store how unlucky and lucky I am...how sad I am and how happy I am.....just a mixture of emotions. Sometimes on a day today basis I have to blank out the emotions which could totally rock the ground I walk on .......I surface think to keep myself ok, but it's good to see things clearly now and again ....just as long as I can turn it off quickly!
I'm switched off now and planning what to get up to next...... my diary for 2011 already getting booked. Seeing friends going to Edinburgh on the 14th January with Vicky to explore.......and I want to do a welding course to make garden decorations but big stuff.....so everything is good....or will be cos I will make it so.......