tabula rasa

Crashed my mobile hard disk (300GB) today where all of my images that I took since the beginning of my photography (april 2005) were stored. It was connected to PC when I tried to jump out of my chair and my feet encountered the usb cable to cause the hard disk half-a-meter fall on to the ground. There are no signs of life except a creepy sound coming from inside. I am clueless what to do. All of my images --music - model-photoshooings, party photography, pictures of friends, events, places everything including my blip originals are gone now. Also the pictures from Pakistan (2005 and 2006) that I had processed for printing, though luckily I have DVDs for pakistan original images. The rest is LOST.
Now I stand exactly where I was one and half years ago. No portfolio anymore. BLANK.
I take a fresh start.
tabula rasa...... (translation: tablet erased)