Get a grip

Ugly picture.
But it hasn't been a pretty day.
Days like this I loose sight of the meaning of this. Of everything.
Just need to get back in control. I know I could. But part of me doesn't want to. I know that at least. Why. I need to think about that one. Plus what would I be in control of anyway.
I'm a great believer in the power of the mind and things happen for a reason.
I over analyse.
Heard something today, time spent wishing is time wasted.
I'm finding it hard to stop wasting time.
Having been blipping lately will need to back track later. Just now I should probably go to bed.