I feel safe. I am watching Tommy surfing the Internet and feeling my heart beat calmer. I can sense a warm, burning feeling in my chest as I listen to the sound of the mouse and the clicking when he changes websites. He is my rock, more tonight then ever.

This is the last night in this room, with the magic door to close. Tomorrow we will have a corner in Maxis and Olivers room. Oliver is moving back to the cabbin outside. Big change, yet again. Eve need this room, more than us. There is no doubt in my mind just a worry feeling over the changing, the mess that will be if only just for a day or two.

In the middle of my stress thoughts he walks in, calm and full of strength assuring me it will be ok.

I could watch him like this, forever.