How do you get to wonderland?

I probably relate things to Alice in Wonderland too much. I guess it's because I'm always thinking what things would be if they weren't what they are now. I guess that's how I ended the new year. Wondering what could have been different. I suppose falling down a hole into a strange world is unrealistic and kind of messed up. However one night I did have a dream I was falling, just like Alice. It was unreal and I woke up crying.

This is my Alice in Wonderland pop up book. You pull something up and look through a hole and it looks like she is falling. It looks better than this but this is the best I could capture it.

This year I want to write more like I used to when I first started blipping. I guess I've been busy and haven't had much to say. I think more than I write. I want to write as much as I think.