Not Quit Raw

..but raw enough. It snowed 6 inches last night, so sick or not, I had to get out and have a look at it. Sitting out there for about an hour, I did quit alot of thinking about my life and the direction I'm going in. It doesn't seem to promising at this point, I'll be 44 this month and I still have no idea who I am. I thought at this age I was suppose to be confident and secure. I'm supposed to be married and doing the things normal people do at my age aren't I? Instead I live alone in this house with 2 cats and a dog and no promise in sight. The question is, how do I change it.

Quick one today, Feeling much better. Thanks for all the care and concern.xx

This may stay, may go, you never know



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