How dirty is my keyboard?!!

Who cares?

I have been preparing myself for the worst and this evening it happened. An email to confirm he is deeply in love with someone else.

Total shock.

Don't know what to feel any more.

Numb.

My grieving has been well under way for a while now. I have run out of tears.

I hope it is anger I am starting to feel. Used. Abused. Stupid.