I am backloading again - 4 days worth of photos, maybe 5. the baby doesnt like to sleep without me this week else I am so tired I drop when he does. It depresses me. I feel less than human if I cant take any photos, let alone be able to look at them. yet if I am determined enough, like today, then it can be done.

the other one just got home from the states a few days ago, he forgot most of what he took with him and most of what he was meant to bring back. I am trying not to be angry about it because what can I do now? at least he remembered my ranch dressing...