Closer and closer

I'm feeling really confused... I can't wait 'till I'm finally 18, but then again, I don't want to be an adult.. not yet. I'm not ready.

What does it mean to be an adult?
Do you have to act like you're totally cool all the time? You can't laugh at stupid and childish jokes? You can't just fool around? Do you have to talk about politics all the time?

I'm scared, because I don't feel like an adult. I'm still a child for god's sake. I'm laughing at stupid things and I still do many mistakes that makes my mum ashamed.

I want to be like Peter Pan. :D

Aaarrrgghh, I need to go to the driving school later today... With bunch of people I don't know. I have to drive in front of them. I don't want to. I guess I will shut my mouth there, be totally cool and drive like a true driving master... like Kimi Räikkönen. That's what I'll do.

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