Thank you mother.

This has been a hard day. Today i went back to my doctor, i will from now on name him Mr Safe. He is old and calm and i do have a strong feeling he knows what he is doing.

I have another two week at home. After that i will be working 4 hours per day for a couple of weeks. it feels ok, but in the same time, not. I am waiting to meet a bla bla who will help me see what ares in my life i need to fix. I am as well waiting to join a group KBT something, haha! Oh my, picture me in a group of people.. When i feel safe I´ll talk all the time! But what the heck, i guess they are use to "always talking ADHD woman".

Anyhow, i am restless, without energy in the same time. it is a weird mix. Just this particular day my mother came visit me. or she is still here, talking to maxi, fixing around, singing a little, making pancakes for her grandkids.

Mother, I adore you and your strength. Thank you from the deepest place in my heart, for taking care of the business today and for letting me rest in my own deepness. I love you.

Annelie