memories

it's been a wasteful, lazy day. i forced myself to get out of bed at a very late hour. i had very vivid dreams last night, and i can never seem to wake up in the middle of a dream. even when i woke up it wasn't much. i had to force myself to work out in order to start acting alive.

it's hard to remember
to live before you die

lives by modest mouse

speaking of memory, there are a lot of memories on this corkboard. i moved around a lot as a kid (still do, i guess). this one is from ohio. right before i left, i had all the neighborhood kids sign their name (or attempt to sign their name) in paint on the edges. i put a few things of sentimental value that i want to remember on it, including:
- two tickets to penn state football games
- a picture of danny and me
- my pass to the memorial tournament 1998 (signed by the winner, of course)
- a map to the trails of black river county park
- half of a broken pink floyd cd
- a preserved four-leaf clover, dated on the back
and some others

i'm sure you'll see more of them when i am pressed for blips. school starts on monday. i'm not ready

constructive criticism welcome