fish pie

It's been a bad day
A can't see out this dark hole day.
A can't move, can't breathe, can't think day.
More of my shifts at my horrible job have been cancelled so I'm not doing my contracted shifts this week or next week. At the minute I'm making pocket money but it's NEEDED pocket money.
I keep looking into the future in the hope I'll see something I can work towards but it's bleak and dark today.
For the first time I thought to myself maybe I could give up. Maybe it would be easier. Stop trying, stop striving, and stop aiming. Maybe I could just allow myself to be swallowed up.
Of course that's not really an option is it?

Sister and her man came round tonight. Requests for fish pie were made.
So I had to get up off my sorry ass and get going.
This is a first attempt at fish pie since moving out. Went well if I do say so myself.