Can I say that this year has been an up and down rollercoaster of insaneness.
I think i am starting to get the hang of it. Ride it out. It's going to be ok... i hope. It's nutty nutty nutty in my tummy.

However.... i cut my hair, got an apartment with B, trying to be all that at work and just trying to get to the gym but not beat myself up if I don't. Eat well. That's important too.
Just try.
It will work.