B thinks I am slipping down the sadness slope. I think I am finally climbing up the other side. It's funny how we see ourselves and how we project ourselves. Although I thought I was outwardly getting my stuff together... I had only done it inwardly. Now i need to project my happy thoughts to my outside image.
What we see... can influence us. I need to project less sad and much more confidence about where I see myself tomorrow and the next few months.
Lightness and happiness... not yet.
But c'mon... It's one self portrait at a time.