Burst

Ok, so I know I talk about hubby... He's not really hubby. not officially He's just the man really..

Last night when he came home from his time away, he said all sorts if lovely things to me, including " let's book the wedding." we got engaged shortly after the wee one was born. Three years ago, It meant a lot to me, not only that I got to spend my life with him, but that finally, I got to wear my late Grandmas ring, that had been sitting in a box for ten years. I love it. it means the most to me out of anything I own. We never planned a wedding.

So, he got down on one knee again, and asked me to marry him. Officially this time.
I was delighted of course..


I went to work this morning. I was happy about it, though was a bit frightened to say the words, "I am getting married" out loud. All a bit grown up for me.

I did though, To one of the girls. A girl that I have known a long time. Unfortunately she is getting married in August next year.. We are planning June. She acted as if I had chosen that date purely to annoy her. I feel bad, of course, as it should be her we are all excited about, but my wedding will be very understated in comparison. Mine is about me, spending my life with my man and my wee one. I am spending the least amount of money possible, as I don't need to do that to tell my family I love him. I didn't want to steal or even shadow her limelight. But, unfortunately she didn't see it that way. I felt uncomfortable talking about it. I didn't want to discuss any of iit at all, so as to avoid hurting her. She went on all day about me stealing her thunder and although a lot was in jest, it wasnt.

So. Day one of discussing MY wedding, OUR day... Was spent trying not to talk about it. I have come home feeling deflated and sad. I only hope She is feeling better soon. I need to be able to talk about this without feeling guilty if she is in earshot.

Anyone know a photographer?! Hahaha. :-)

Oh, and for the blippers that know me, I haven't told anyone else yet so shhh. ;-)


Hope you had a nice day. X