Home alone at the moment with plenty to do but no motivation to do anything. It keeps hitting me in waves that my boys might get sick and what would I do if I lost one of them and that is the most unbearable thought. Need to get out of the house and try and think positive or I am going to go mad! Once we know what it is, it'll be much better because then at least we can get some information about what we need to do to prevent it spreading to the other horses, instead of guessing and maybe doing nothing to help the situation at all.