Pretty flowers

Saturday market today w/my friend J. Early in the market season so not as many vendors. Picked up 2 bundles of super awsome asparagus which my husband paired w/a roasted chicken. Yummy dinner. Church tonight was like the msg was directed at my heart, Forgive others as He forgave me...people can be so selfish and cruel, it's hard to forgive, but God says I must... God help me to forgive and be set free. I have come to realize the one I don't forgive really doesn't care. They go on in life w/out a second thought to the pain they caused me. It is I that continues to hurt long after the wrong was done. So to forgive them would free me of the continued pain. Why then is it so hard?!