Sorting this mess out

This is my room, currently a state. I like my room tidy and in the beginning is was, just that sometimes I'll end up dumping things on the floor quickly and it just snowballs. I will sort this out...one day. I promise and when I do, I'll blip it. So mark it in your diaries people! :D

It got so bad once, that A decided that enough was enough and spent her entire day off from work cleaning my room. It' took her about 7 hours to do! Now that's dedication! I was extremely gratful and treated her afterwards. Those were good times and showed just how much we loved each.

Today, I went round to A's to drop off her birthday presents, and we chatted for a while. Things got a little emotional and whilst I don't want to go into details, I know deep down she still cares for me. However, for now, I'm going to let it be.

I do have one worry though and it might come to pass fairly soon. I'm hoping that it doesn't affect our attempts to remain/become friends, and if it does, I'll argue my case, but in the end, is it really down to me? I guess I'll have to accept what ever decisions are made, especially if me and A are to become the good friends that we know we can be. Showing her that I'll respect her wishes, will be one step towards fixing things between us.


You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

The Jackson 5 ~ I'll Be There